(D) Day 109

I miss having fun 😭

Made some okonomiyaki but I put too little vegetables tho ans no Pork belly but it tastes q good 👍

I know I'm gonna miss studying next time but right now, I can't wait to get my degree and get the hell out of uni. Sometimes I feel useless. My parents spent a bomb on my studies, and gave me spending money but I overspend so much. I never liked to use my parents money but times like these when theres a lump sum in front of u, it's tempting and hard to control.

It is fun here. And I'm coping pretty well. But deep down, I'm empty. My family is not here, the friends I always wish were here to go on roadtrips, my boyfriend. Money makes everyone happy. But at the end of the day, u go to sleep sad, that even though you have a fun life with no monetary worries, you go to sleep remembering that you're alone.