(D) Day 123

Every time someone ask me how's me.and my bf,I Wil always reply "we're good" and honestly, we are. To me, LDR is easy. Yeah there is sure bad things about it. But idk why, this LDR is nothing to worry about and I know for sure, that at the end of Nov, I can still come back to sg to his arms.

Sometimes it does get lonely. Esp when you see your friend's boyfriend/girlfriend coming to visit. Or better still, if the gf/bf is studying together in Perth. I do get lonely. I mean, I'm cool with being alone and going out to do my own stuff alone. But, I wish that I could have chew w me.. I always think about him every single thing I do, even simple things like going out to buy eggs. So cheesy and cliche but it's true :')

That being said, I think the most important factor in a LDR is for 2 parties to be in love with each other. It can't be 1way. For me and chew, it's 2 ways, luckily. If this happens, then life will get easier from there.u trust each other not to do anything, esp when we both go clubs. I don't feel sad that he goes club, I just feel sad I can't be there w him 😭

I am overly attached to him.The reason why I don't want to continue working in Perth is cos I can't be with him. Yeah a lot of people keep telling me, you'll regret it,you had the chance but you didn't work overseas. But I really thought about it for so long. I don't want to be anywhere without him. I would rather be with him, settle down first, and if I want to work overseas, we'll think about it tgt and see what happens. But one thing for sure, I don't want to be away from him.

Also , for LDR to be easy largely depends on the type of person you're with. Me and chew both like our own personal space. Sometimes we take hours to reply each other. But we don't mind cos we can't always be glued to our phone.

Cooking lotus root soup. First time cooking chinese soup but it's so easyyy. Can't wait to cook more food. I want to be a better cook): but sometimes idk what to cook and lazy to find food to cook lol

Dinner for today. Chicken adobo with stir fried veges and lotus root soup. It's a blessing over here to have home cooked dinner and being able to eat with a friend every night.

Watching Jurassic park now. My favourite movie since young and I even rmb the story line of each movie and the climax for every show LOL.

So much better compared to last year when I didn't know how to cook do I was eating shit food most of the time and eating my room alone 😔

Had a good rest this weekend. Plannign another road trip next week for our study break. Hopefully nothing goes wrong again

Gonna write down my todo list for tmr and time to studyyy