Oh yeah and BAILEY'S strawberry milkshake. I keep asking him, u sure u want Bailey's at 10am ? An she said yeah so... hAhA
1547: Sending chew off for his flight now 😭
I miss u already... I can't wait to see u again.. goodbyes are the hardest part..
Coming home to an empty room.. to see his bedroom slippers and his towel here but he's not... yes I am overly attached to him.. 😭😭 I miss my tourist chew 😭😭
What would I be without you ?
All the happy times with u.. oh gosh... can I just graduate already and get back to his arms ? 5 more months and I'll be done..
Hearing so so many stories of people who will NEVER allow their partner to work/study overseas.. of girlfriends cheating but act like nothing has happened.. people who "play" tinder while attached. I'm not saying anything is wrong and I'm absolutely not judging.. but I'm just so glad he has NEVER ONCE complained about my studying abroad.. and letting me fulfil my dream of living overseas.. and even when his bunkmates are using tinder, he's on his bed talking to me.. really.. I've hit the jackpot
I'm always the happiest with him. Even when he's not my by side. This is the happiest and most confident I've ever been in my 20 years of life, with him. How blessed and lucky am I to have someone I can be 100% comfortable with ? I can cry to him about my insecurities of this rs.. and never once has he scolded me for that.. I have made mistakes, but never once has he used that against me... the only person I can tell EVERYTHING to.
He really is the better half of me. I'm easily angry (when I'm angry, I am REALLLY ANGRY and I get scared of myself sometimes ), I cry easily, I get insecure, I'm always panicky. But he, he is the complete opposite of me. At times when the GPS showed us the wrong way and I get really angry and ashamed for wasting his time, he never scolded me, and always took it easy. I'm really lucky
So I just spent the whole night crying and just laying in my bed cos I was too sad to function. Was texting the best friend too and I cried even more and when my housemate asked me about him, I broke down. Withdrawal symptoms strong man... tmr I'm gonna wake up abd study cos my exams are on Monday ? Anyway we were going to sleep when chew tapped me and showed me this (some words from my bolster) and I melted immediately.. so cuteee la he... sigh 😍
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